Depression Support Group
Instead of leaving him... I cheated. I hate myself for it. I think he knows and I'm terrified. He always "joked" that if I ever cheated he would kill us both. What do I do? Do I tell him? I'm terrified he's going to hurt me again.
feel like im losing all hope. im tired and ready to just give in I just want this to be over with..
Feel like life is over...I've lost motivation to care for life. It's like I'm living in my last days every day . I haven't even brushed my teeth because i feel it doesn't matter anymore....sorry for venting...in deep sadness
526 days of being "okay" and trying not to disappoint everyone (and myself) again and i done fked up. So back to 0 we go again. Everything was bearable and then it wasn't.
I try to be happy i really do. I try to just get on with life, i even went for a job interview. But still i'm sitting here thinking/wanting to take tablets to stop all this hurt and pain emotional and physical i can't keep going on like this