Why does it hurt so bad?

By TeriLynn on Fri, 02-03-12, 13:59

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Depression

I'm new here and not sure where to begin. I've had a really bad last few years with abuse and divorce. And as hard as I try to get my life back to something I can be proud of I can't quite seem to get there. Happy is not a word I use. I hate to be alone so I tend to fall for guys quickly. But this last guy I held off...took me 5 months to tell him how I felt...after he told me first. Now its all messed up and I don't know why. He won't face me. Ignores my calls. Ignores my texts. I actually had a panic attack the other night because of it all. I feel so worthless. So easily discarded. So alone. My kids are the only things keeping me here. I want to live for me too but I just don't how to do that. I only know how to live and do for everyone else.

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By stayingstrong on Fri, 02-03-12, 18:57

I understand what you are saying and going through. It is not an easy thing to do. I have really had to sole search for myself and had to start to do thing that I enjoy doing for myself. I have had to make time for ME ! When I made time for me I feel better about myself and it is better for my kids to see me happy with myself and gain confidence with in me. MY kids are my world too but to take proper care of my kids I have had to learn to take proper care of myself without a guy "to make me happy" or "to keep me company".
Hang in there you are not alone,

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