Please help

By unknown8 on Sat, 02-04-12, 09:41

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Really just need someone to help me just now. I feel so low. I am finding it hard to reach out here, but I need someone to help distract me from these dark thoughts. Anyone

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By anvia on Sat, 02-04-12, 09:50

What are your dark thoughts? Can you think back to a recent time when things were brighter? Remember how you felt, and how amazing it would be to feel that way again :) xXx

~*~ ToDaY i HaVe ThE pOwEr To MaKe ThE rIgHt DeCiSiOnS ~*~

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By unknown8 on Sat, 02-04-12, 09:57

Not really. Things have been dark for quite a long time. It doesn't seem to get light.

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By Princess on Sat, 02-04-12, 10:35

Hey unknown I am here if you would like to chat! How about me and you have a pj party right now! I am in my pjays! And anyone else can join if they would like!

I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't rich, or are young or old! They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't anyone tell you that? Didn't anyone? I am telling you that!

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By unknown8 on Sat, 02-04-12, 10:43

Hi Princess, thank you. I need lots of distraction. Got myself worked up over a friend agreeing to join me for dinner and a movie and then getting a better offer and not even telling me that she wasn't coming. I just text her and she told me she was now going out with another friend!! Am I that horrible? It was really hard for me to reach out to that friend at the moment. Everything inside me was telling me not to, but I thought I would try. It felt good when she said yes and then it completely crushed me when she said she had a better offer!!

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By Suzee on Sat, 02-04-12, 10:57

OH Lace, I am so damn sorry!! THAT was an awful thing for her to do!! You didn't deserve that. Do you think that something slipped her mind? Or maybe she is having some ulterior motive to go with that other person? I'm just so sorry lace, I really am!!

I'm having a really rough time this morning/afternoon. :0(

I am glad to see you girls but I'm sad :0(

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By Princess on Sat, 02-04-12, 11:03

I can understand why feeling how you are feeling and I am so sorry that happened to you! I have had the exact samething happen to me before so I know how you feel and it really hurts! I felt the same way you did and ask myself the same thing! You aren't horrible at all! I am not horrible! They just weren't being very good friends! I can understand being completely crushed cuz I was too! I am here for you!

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By unknown8 on Sat, 02-04-12, 11:03

No, she didn't forget, just got a better offer. She even said that, her text to me said... "Thanks for inviting me over tonight. I know i said I would be there but Jess has just text me to ask me to go out with her tonight to a party in London which sounds like it will be a good laugh. When a good offer comes up, you have to grab it with both hands!! Enjoy your evening and I will speak to you in the week some time"

Why are you sad Suzee?

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By Princess on Sat, 02-04-12, 11:22

Oh I am so sorry she did that! That is such awful thing she did! It does hurt, I know and understand! Like I said it's happened to me!

I love you and I am here and I am sending you some hugs!

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By Suzee on Sat, 02-04-12, 11:36

OH Lace, that certainly wasn't very nice!! I am so sorry!! We won't abandon you even when you WANT us too!! hehehe

Well, I'm sad because I have lots of work I want to get done today and my body is so bad. I keep trembling and I think it's from stress, for which I have a boat load!!! I saw my doc yesterday and my medical challenges are being jerks right now and kicking the crap out of me!!!!

So I sit here, giving myself deadlines of when I had better get things done or I am worthless... stupid self defeating self talk. But I wish just "willing" my body to work, made a difference. Frustrating, sad and whimpy today

Prncess I have my froggy flannel jammies on!!! So let the party begin

SO sorry Lace, about the way you are feeling. I love you so much and wish we lived next door to each other, I REALLY DO!!!!

Love you all, Suzee

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By unknown8 on Sat, 02-04-12, 11:45

You are NOT worthless if you miss the deadlines... deadlines are just dates, they can be moved!! Let's move them now so you don't stress about having to hit them!!

I have the worse pain threshold and I am extremely squeamish (hard for someone who sh!!), but anyway, I can't even cope with period pain, so I have no idea how you do all the things that you do and I think you are absolutely amazing for it!! You amaze me every single day Suzee, you really do!! You can kick the pain to the curb... tell the pain it's not invited to this PJ party!!

I wish you lived next door to me too :0)

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