i just got told to get off of another site because im a drama queen

By sweetjane on Sat, 02-25-12, 17:29

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i want to kill myself. i cant but i want to so bad - maybe i will just cut myself intead - everytime i get upset i feel like doing that - i can almost feel my wrists screaming "do it!!!" i am no good and have never been anything but a piece of fuckin shit. go ahead - someone tell me to go get help - i wont. i wont do it. its all bullshit anyway. this is how its going to be. as a matter of fact dont even reply to this - i wont read it.

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By summerfirefox on Sat, 02-25-12, 17:37

I know how you feel and honestly, sometimes I'm so bad that I don't even want to get help for myself even though I know I need it. Sometimes it helps for me to just write my feelings down, because no matter how irrational they are, I can't be judged for them in any way that way. Sometimes I feel worthless and I just want to end it but I get too scared, I can't kill myself and admitting that I can't even do that makes me feel like a failure but I know the real failure would be if I just ended it and gave up...I'm here to listen to anything you need to let out, if you want to scream at me, cry, or just talk, anything.
I'm not here to judge or tell you that there's any quick and easy fix to everything or to just have hope that things will get better because I honestly can't say but maybe talking to someone would help on some level.

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By Dill_07 on Sat, 02-25-12, 20:43

Sweetjane... you must not think your a piece of shit because you named yourself SWEETJANE. You must be very sweet. and im here if you ever want to talk. im on the same boat..last night i went for a drive late hoping someone would hit me...i cant kill myself but if it happened then i could finally be rid of all the pain and misery..i hope we both start getting a better life soon..noone deserves to speak the words we do and feel like this ever..

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By departureunknown on Sat, 02-25-12, 22:31

I cannot relate to cutting. Perhaps that's because if your intent is to complete an exit that method does not rank high (In fact I know of a Dr. who failed an attempt using that method!)
Google is your friend for research!

BUT, first listen to the positive people here at SG. If that is not helping follow the suggestions above - hospital ER or make a phone call!

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