I don't know what to call this

Do you ever feel like you are being hunted down, like you are running from failure even as the jaws of the world are closing in around you? That is what I feel like lately, like I am being hunted down and there is no escape.

Of course all of this comes from the fact that I found out today that I am $190 overdrawn from my account. I would not have found out earlier because I am in college and all of my mail still gets sent home. So that news came on top of the news that my fees for next quarter will not be covered by the financial aid I am receiving.

To top things off my parents assume that I am not trying to find a job hard enough, now while they are correct in that I have not spent every ounce of my free time searching for one, what they do not realize is that in addition to my school work (two heavy writing intensive classes and a lab), which takes up most of my free time, I am also dealing with conflicts between my summer job and next quarter's schedule, not to mention my responsibilities towards the local Boy Scouts, which seem to enjoy calling me for advice on a regular basis.

I can honestly say right now that I do not know how I am going to survive next quarter. I am out of money with school fees piling up. IF I can make it to the summer then I hope things are going to start looking up, as next year I will be an RA and will not have to worry about housing and will be getting payed for it.

I am usually not one to ask for help if I can avoid it, but I am begging for some good to happen soon and I ask that you keep me in your prayers, that I may find my way out of this and be able to continue helping others like I enjoy doing.